If I Don't Make A Change Soon I'm Going To Hate Myself Forever

from THEY/THEM by Alexandra Valentine

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Let’s start again just hit the reset, a do-over
An overwhelmingly disjointed sense of self
How am I supposed to focus on the future
How am I supposed to set goals when I can think of nothing else

But sometimes all you need is just to take a little step and that was all it really took for me

No I couldn’t take the strain felt like my spine was gonna snap
I can only take so much shit before I start just hitting back
I don’t wanna go in circles it was just so plain to see
If I didn’t make the changes then the blame would be on me

Then the blame would be on me

Feeling like someone had set my head on fire
Snuck right up behind me and just drenched me in kerosene
How do I cope with the fallout when it’s over
How am I supposed to feel about a new perception of me

But if there’s something on your mind and then you bring all outside then you can leave a lot of pain behind

No I couldn’t take the strain felt like my spine was gonna snap
I can only take so much shit before I start just hitting back
I don’t wanna find an answer, no there’s no plan in my mind
But there’s still so much more left of me that I’ve yet to find

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from THEY/THEM, released February 27, 2017

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Hey hi I'm Alexandra Valentine. I'm a transgender Punk with a DIY attitude and a low-fi sound. I'm here to write some songs and explode my gender in the process

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